hihi , here to blog again . . . haven been doing much recently , just keep going out until the next morning wif my "study group" and have great fun everytime . haha . hmm , recently went sentosa wif about 19 other friends , then had sunburn on my face , shoulder and back . . . but still had fun wif my friends , like jumping off the "bridge" which we got scolded for . . . and other water games , haha. got one we keep on discussing wat to put , then "sabo" my other friend haha . hmm , today don know why got slight fever , hope i can alright soon cause tomorrow i trying to go down victors to support my god-bro(stanley) as he is bowling in the youth challenge , and i have to go for another trail for sajc on wed . . . hope i do well . haha , oh ya, i also applied for mi first 3 mth le , so well , jan onwards will not be free le , k , la , i know short post , but nothing else le , haha . well , sit back and enjoy this classical song that i love . haha.
~confused again~ which one is the right choice ? i don wanna make another mistake again . .. (so pls , just show me a sign . . .)
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 1.06 a.m~
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Hmmm , haven been posting recently , casue don feel like, no mood and nothing to post . . . cause have been just studying studying studying andddddddd . . . . .. .. studying . . . . . haven been myself lately , cause of some incident . well , i now blogging , is cause nothing to do , now is 1.46am and ITS EILEEN'S B'DAY !!!! happy birthday !!!!! haha and yst was wei si b'day , also another happy b'day !!!! haha , BOTH TURN ~ SWEET 16~ . . . wonder why is it sweet 16 , then i next year 18 le , wat willl it be called ? sour , bitter 16???? LOL haha , well , life has not been going too well now adays , but life stilll has to go on , well , happy reading this post , as it might , MIGHT be the last post on this blog , still not sure yet . . . well , hope u enjoy the song that i just uploaded , heard it over the radio and thx to a good friend called eileen lim . . . she help me d/l and i uploaded it on my blog . haha , THX ! ok bb , gtg le , tomorrow still waking up to jog ( very long never exercise le . .. ) hope my mind don wonder off like the last time where i nearly got knock down twice . . . haha bb. cya sometime later .
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 1.50 a.m~
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FINALLY , haha , my internet back again . . . hmm , now is 12 32am just decided to blog . . . well , i did very very badly for my prelims . . . . shall not say , but the points still can go poly that kind la . . . hmm , been really really confused recently la . . . well , onli my close and good friends / "brother" knows about it la . . . haiz , really don know wat to do la . . . today went out around 1 pm , to cathey , was very nice la the building , but not every shop open yet . . . wanted to watch movie , but then the time slot sold out . . . then no timeslots that can fit into the "curfew" . . . haha LOL . but then nvm de la . . .haha , hmm , after that went home , took books , went to fajar macs to study , then study wif swee hong , and dong qian , but awhile , dong qian leave le . . . after that saw ZHONG MING , and samual .. . after that , swee hong left , so i chiog through the chapeter that i was doing notes for , then after that went over to chit chat wif zhong ming .. . haha damn damn damn funny la . . .haha. hmmm , now really have to chiong studies liao ar , 17 ! more days to my first paper !!! omg , so stress la . ..haha . well , nothing else to blog about le , ok , so cya guys another time .. .haha
~confused ~~~ . . .
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 12:39 a.m~
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hmmm , just reached home , and just decided to blog . . . so well , got back my prelims results . . . i am really so dissapointed wif myself la . . . all score very badly except for maths which got A1 , the rest is liek just border line passes , and failed one subject which is poa la . . . on wed played "captain ball" but using netball rings instead of someone to catch , then played wif lower sec class . . . they really alot of people sia . .. haha but totally got owned by us , but during the game, i jumped for a ball , and one kid banged me at my spine and it hurt until today . . . haiz, don know why , i think my back really cannot make it liao la . . . hmm , now adays go back school to find teacher or wat is really super super MA FAN AR !!!! have to sign in all this crap . . . waste time . today had short day . . . but really no mood to do anything in school , cause of my results . . . then after school went out wif friends to eat at 163 , and went out wif another group to play pool , woohooo , since a long time i have brought my pool cue out to play , totally on fire la . . . then got one match i playing wif yansin , after the break , it was ys turn , then he missed , so my turn , then i keep on shooting in all my balls . . . i was thinking of other things . . . then until last ball suddenly ys say that "wa can don't own me until like that ma ?" then it suddenly brought my mind back to the state where i am playing for fun . . . after that , went wif ys and cy to eat at al amin but then cy half way leave le , then after that me and ys go plaza study wif swee hong and soon later came zhi cheng , wen ting , wen ting cousin ,markus , shi hua , eugene and yun fang . . . had alot of fun la . but well , now adays i hardly can cheer up cause i really got too many things on my mind la . . . haiz. well , EOY is coming and N LVL is coming soon , starting this monday , wish all the people taking this exams good luck.
haiz ,don know wats wrong wif me now adays la . . . keep on thinking of other things other then study . . . very difficult to concentrate la . . . haiz but well , still have to study so i already made a plan on when to study wat subject from wat chap to wat . . . haha.
"Every now and then , images start running through my mind making me unaware of everything happening around me , even if i die on the spot , i would not know until the images stop going through my mind as they are all precious memories and so i hope i could be given a chance to express my feelings to you before everything is too late~~~just this one chance~~~pls"
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 10:20pm~
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back again ! haiz , finally prelims over liao , but still very stressed about getting results back . . . today woke up , had the graduation thingy , that the school organised . was rather dry abit la . but then my friends stirred up the atmosphere by cracking jokes here and that . haha. then after the thing had buffet , but i see onli i also no appetite , wats worst , is that i had gastric !!! . . . long lnog one time will get . . . but then no mood to eat , so never eat anything then had gastric till i ate something light at home . . .after that , went to marina to play game . . . play dota and cs . haha , today was alright la , but then the journey home was very long and tiring . . .then now nothing to do , so just update lor . . .haha. hope i can score A1 for my e maths ! put in alot of effort for it lor . . . haha.
"Time is in seconds , minutes and hours . Time is all about the future that we look forward to , the present that we are living in , and the past that has long passed us.Time is precious , and it waits for no one , and does not turn back at all. but i promise , if u gave me this chance , u will never regret the time we will have together as i will do my best to make every moment of u'r life nothing to regret about ."
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 12:30am~
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REFLECTION
Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
"well this is wat i am feeling now . . . haiz"
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 9:12pm
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http://www.clementsen.com/email/friendship.phphihi , to everyone who see my blog , must see the above link !!! very very meaningful and true. haha. hmm , last week went school everyday , but onli had 4 papers , should be able to score for all , except my physics , cause i hardly study that . . . i thought it was paper 1 , end up paper 2 . .. i sian tiao. hmmm , then the rest of the days , went back school , study study study . . . .zzzz. today woke up around 7 30 , then went to macs around 9 plus . starting not so crowded . .. then after taht so crowded , till got chase out , but then i did not , cause i drinking the drink , then end up i see people no space , then i just leave. . . then went to library , then after that went macs to find swee hong to study again , but then a short while , had to go off for my nephew's 1mth b'day . actually now i got 2 new nephews , but haven seen them . . . today first time , omg , they are really super super super cute la . . . then stayed there for awhile ,then at 7pm , went off bac k to plaza to study again . . . then after that finish awhile after , walk around plaza around then come back le . . . today day was ok la . . . but kind of sian.haha.
"will i ever get a chance?" ~waiting~
~well cya , blog some other time. takecare friends~time now is 9;49pm
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